so the alarm went off this morning, and brought me out of a dream - i had been holding my baby in my arms - and to wake up from this... it was so painful, almost physically. and just last night i was telling nick and some other friends too that i thought i was doing better, could talk about babies again. waah.
on related news, the blood test came back not pregnant, however my period still hasn't started. i don't think i'm pregnant at this point, just wondering what in the heck is going on in my body.
enough musing.
off to practice - usually playing the violin makes me feel whole when nothing else will.
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